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Insanity

I was once asked "What do you want to become when you are older?" as I am certain we have all been asked at on point or another. The funny thing about this question was the context.

A topic of college was at the far back of my mind at this time. Too much at the now, why go forward? My close friend was concerned for me, though I know not why, and asked me about the future. Well the truth is, in my mind, the future is not very long. I hadn't planed on a long life, that I was certain of. That is why I'm not afraid to smoke, I'm not afraid to take chances, and most troubling to some, that is why I'm not afraid to die.
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by ~Saikaru-Nara

Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony3“I’m sorry sis, I have to.” It was all he needed to say. She ran for him and embraced him in her arms. The warmth and comfort of when she held him before had vanished, in its place was trembling and rigid disdain. Her tears were warm against his face. She held him tightly, as if if she let go he would float away. She took a step back and looked at him for a moment or two and then shoved the Padex into his arms and ran to her room. Anthony could hear her weeping from the living room in which he stood.
“We need to leave right away, Anthony.” “Can I take this?” Anthony held up the Padex. Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony3
by ~Saikaru-Nara

Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony1“Are we sure about this?” “If not him, then who?” “I know I know, the last hope and all. Still, I don’t feel right doing this to one so young. You’re going to break him aren’t you?” “Break him? No, I’m going to ruin him. He’ll never have a chance for happiness.” “He’s going to hate you, you do realize that. And you’ll hate yourself.” “All for the sake of humanity, Major.” “Very well then, you are dismissed Colonel. We will take him on his birthday in two months.” “ Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony1
by ~Saikaru-Nara

Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony2The next day at school Anthony noticed that Jeffery wasn’t at his post, this worried him. How badly had he hurt him? As he thought the other boys left him alone. In fact, they made a cautious effort to keep away from him. They were afraid of him. He didn’t like this feeling. When he got home he checked the medical reports at the nearest hospital on the net. Jeffery was admitted with internal bleeding, a broken rib, and a bruised testicle. The reason for admission was listed below his picture. “Accidental collision with a shuttle seat at an abrupt stop.” There were witnesses! He never even boarded the shuttle! Th Tears of Blood Ch.1, Anthony2
by ~Saikaru-Nara

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It hurts....

Sun Nov 8, 2009, 7:06 AM

I'm in love with a girl. And even though I am only 15 I am sure of it. This girl, however, is untouchable. I ask you, do you know what it feels like to love someone so much and know that you can never be together? That even if you do end up together your lives lead in such opposite directions that it would never be anything more than temporary. I need not you friendly or otherwise unfriendly advice. I needed only to tell someone. So I tell you, you who does not know me, you who cannot see me, you who cannot judge me........ you who cannot help me......

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